| 001: You jump I jump, right? |
[Jun. 7th, 2009|11:24 pm] |
I wonder if there's something sick about the fact that I'm watching Titanic right now. I was never really a big fan of it, though I'll admit to have seen it a couple times in '97 when it was first released. I think it's been almost ten years or so since I've actually watched it. Leave it to me to wait until I'm actually on a luxury liner to re-watch it. I think I'm a closet masochist or something. My ex husband is on the cruise ship. I don't know what I'm going to say to him. Do I even have to say anything? We're divorced so I shouldn't feel so nervous. Ah, what am I supposed to do?
I'm also ashamed to admit that I've cried at this movie. But it wasn't during any of the parts you'd think to cry during. It was when they showed the old man and his wife holding each other in thier cabin as the ship was about to go down.. and the mother telling her son and daughter a bedtime story. I can only imagine what it would be like having to let your children die because you can't save them. Kind of makes me think of my mom too. I wonder what it would be like if she were still around.. and I think of what kind of older sister I would be if the child she'd been carrying had made it.
I'm being emo. I need to stop. I think i'm going to head up on the deck and hang out for a little while along the rails. No worries. I'm not going to jump :) |
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[May. 26th, 2009|11:46 am] |
SHIP EMPLOYEE APPLICATION
ooc
what would you like us to call you?: Rachel
your contact info: devious_rose on Yahoo Messenger
did you place a hold? if so, under what journal name? yes, this one.
your character
full name: Carrie Leia McBride
pb: Olivia Thirlby
birth date: July 7th, 1984
age: 24
hometown: Winfield, Kansas
job: Yoga Instructor
sexual orientation: Heterosexual
marital status: Divorced; Single
( Farewell my sweet, Well the time that was coming, The road has begun to move beneath my feet.. ) |
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